2007 Blog
2007 Blog is a collection of archived 2007 blog
posts from Greg's blog he maintained from 2007 to
2008. Oddly enough, he kept it on at
least 3 different URLs simultaneously
([http://web.archive.org/web/20121128230756/http://onisi
on.blog.wugame.com/? onision.blog.wugame.com],
[http://web.archive.org/web/20070122080803/http://blog.o
nision.com/ blog.onision.com] and
[http://web.archive.org/web/20081017134436/http://onisio
n.wordpress.com/ onision.wordpress.com]). Most of the
URLs were removed, but the Wordpress remained untouched
for a while. After screen shots of his blog posts began
appearing on his Encyclopedia Dramatica page, he deleted
the blog from Wordpress.
The text portion of this page was obtained through the 3
blog locations using the Way Back Machine. The image is
from Encyclopedia Dramatica.
Notes: Dates sometimes slightly vary from URL to URL,
Usually only by a day. Last names have been removed.
January - April 2008
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The Feedback I Get On My YouTube Videos
December 21, 2007 by onision
The feedback as of late has been so positive… thank you
everyone, so much for your kind… kind words.
I have big plans for the future of my videos. I’m going
to start uploading everything, even the crappy videos…
my policy is if it isn’t just a repeat of a prior
subject I’ve done, and has some value somewhere in it,
I’ll post it… even if it is to the “Trash and Mistakes”
category.
Thank you again everyone, your words give me hope.
To see positive feedbacks on a video that I didn’t quite
think deserved it (lack in faith in myself) please check
out:
[Unknown YouTube video embedded]
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This Video is Offensive, Especially for Him
December 19, 2007 by onision
I felt guilty about making this video at first… however
I uploaded it regardless… then I watched it, and all the
guilt went away due to my explosive laughter.
[Unknown YouTube video embedded]
[Peanut butter jelly time gif]
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The Terrible Dreams We Had Last Night
December 19, 2007 by onision
Last night I was awoken by my wife Skye making odd,
nightmare sounds. I asked her if she was ok, and if she
had a nightmare, she said yes.
I told her I was also having a few nightmares (but they
did not effect me quite as much). She the stated that
there was likely something causing it, so we both
focused on purifying the room, and just after returned
to sleep.
We did not have nightmares for the rest of the night
after we focused on exiling all negativity from the
room… we believe something was trying to harm us.
Regardless, my dream was about my old home, I was
watching the history of my grandparents as an extra.
Someone was torturing one of my relatives in a horrible
way. They had their rip cage exposed. No skin, no meat,
just rib cage. They could feel everything, and kept
screaming in pain.
The entire house had a dark cloud around it… it was a
wretched place.
It was all because of one or two people, that the house
was so horrible. I don’t know why the person with their
rib cage exposed didn’t die… but they healed over time,
and became strong so no one could torture them anymore…
That’s the only dream I recall.
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===An E-Mail to Someone Who Sold Me A Bootleg Windows XP
Pro Disc on eBay===
December 19, 2007 by onision
I’ve written you twice before and gotten no response,
the item you sent me was obviously illegal. You stated
you would be following eBay policy by sending it with
hardware and did not, you stated it was genuine Windows
XP Professional, it was not.
The software did not function on my computer (ie. would
not install at all, after two attempts, and hundreds of
error messages) and I could easily see that the disc was
of poor quality as it had a sticker on it, instead of
the common quality of a Windows disc with reflective
cover & professional labeling. The disc also had air
bubbles and slight burn marks underneath.
I wish an immediate refund.
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===Chris Leavins is Ignoring Me and His Fans Aren’t
Laughing===
December 18, 2007 by onision
I just got back from work an hour ago, and have finished
showering in a somewhat 3rd world country manner.
I logged on to my YouTube account to find a video
commented on, however it wasn’t the one I was looking
for.
Instead of a positive review saying “You’re right, CHRIS
IS LAME!” I got “not laughing” which is funny, because
this was my response to that comment: “This is a
automated response to your comment. It was marked as
useless and lame, which is why this comment was
automated.” - I believe I am funny, and many others do
as well. I realize my humor is not in the NOW and the
HIP… but I really don’t care.
Most of the time, I get really excited thinking people
are going to notice me, and start thinking I’m
brilliant, leaving me positive comments, and basically
eventually make me money so I can focus my entire life
on giving back, on entertaining them back and enjoying
life while doing it (however doing it right, by not
using drugs, not cheating on my wife & not being a total
waste of life in the process when it comes to
integrity).
However, at the same moments I am looking to entertain
others, I desire to make myself laugh, I want to feel
good about who I am… say, this is a beautiful thing, and
I’m proud to of made it…
Anyway, so if you leave negative feedback, I will quite
honestly delete your comment as if it never existed. I
hate negative comments right below the videos I made,
and they do make me feel awful inside… I don’t know why
I let it get to me.
Well… I think I might be done for now… about popularity…
I made the video because of quite a few reasons — one of
them was to get more popular… the other was to help
people see that the guy really is sick, and… I guess I
just don’t like how much he associates himself with
teenagers… it’s f’ing weird. He so old.
[sighs] Regardless… I’m done, have a wonderful night
world. Even you Chris Leavins.
“Did I mention my web site?”
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60 Minutes Left To Live
December 17, 2007 by onision
What would you do with that time? I made a video about
what I would do with mine a while ago…
Click on this video to watch, if it doesn’t show up, you
can check my profile at: http://www.youtube.com/onision
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Cute With Chris Leavins Parody YouTube Video
December 16, 2007 by onision
One of my recent inspirations was to mock Chris Leavins
and his terrible ideas for what to say while on camera.
I realize I’m a hypocrite in a way and I do a couple of
the things that I accuse him of (such as, telling others
to stop feeling sorry for themselves when there are
people starving around the world / he actually said that
there were dogs that had cancer in their eyes… but, I
guess we’re in the same category somehow for that) -
which is why I repeatedly insult myself through the
video with him riding my coat tails (along for the crazy
ride)
Anyway, the guy has a zillion more hits than me, and is
generally way more popular, so he really should not take
offense… I just think it’s funny as I believe everything
I said in those videos (as I recall right now) and I
really do hope he stops making such lame videos as they
are often disgusting, often, passively racist &
ultimately creepy.
Regardless, go to
http://www.cutewithchris.com and see
what a total tool this guy is.
He’s at least 30 and he talks to teen girls all the
time, it’s weird. Almost everything about this guy
creeps me out.
Cute With Chris Leavins Parody - Ugly With Ugiene
(Onision)
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Assassin’s Creed Review
December 15, 2007 by onision
Some other sites stated that this game was extremely
lacking & one of the biggest disappointments for its
time. They stated that one of the most anticipated games
had flopped and failed in almost every aspect.
I wonder what it was that they were looking for.
The one flaw someone might see in this game is that the
missions are all done in almost the same manner. Yes,
you will have to sit on a few benches and listen to
conversations. Yes, you will have to beat the same-
character model over and over again throughout the game
to get different information, however…
That doesn’t really matter when it’s a free-roam game
which alone makes it better than 90% of the games out
there which never let you do anything on your own.
Regardless, I would say this game is an 8 out of 10
overall as I really enjoy playing it, and am not fed up
with it yet.
If you like killing in video games, and you have fun
being on the opposite side of the law, this game is
likely for you.
If you’re into lame games like, Ninja Gaiden or Virtua
Fighter 5, maybe you should stick with them. Otherwise,
hit this game up. It’s good.
Here’s a video review:
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Dream Log: of Work
December 15, 2007 by onision
Last night’s dream was no big deal… I just dreamt of
work.
Often those that are considered more important than some
by the organization I work for, play pranks on those
less valued… such as driving away in the middle of
conversation, or pointing out their importance to win an
argument…
I simply dreamt I was observing it from the other side…
the side that didn’t have it done to me… of course I
rarely get myself in that situation anyway…
Regardless… I think dreaming of work is a crime, as,
when you’re sleeping, that is supposed to be your break
from it all… and when you dream of something that isn’t…
well, I might as well of been there.
I guess you could say, those are my nightmares.
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Final Fantasy VII Lives Again
December 14, 2007 by onision
As a 12 year old boy, I spent most of my hours after
school playing Final Fantasy VII… well, I in fact beat
Uncharted: Drake’s Fortune yesterday, and at about 2pm I
switched over to Final Fantasy VII for the PS1.
Now all I plan to do today is get further in the game.
Right now they’re dropping the plates on Sector 7 (or
was it 5?) anyway, Reno killed me the first attempt due
to the Pyramid spells… but whatever.
I named Aeris “Lerlean” because I don’t like her at all,
and I said I remembered her, and that she was the town
drunk (yes, it is an option in the game to say that, so
I did).
Aeris was picked over Cloud when he dressed up as a
girl… “I’ll smash them!”
If you know what I’m talking about, you’re a true fan…
if you have no idea… it is a shame you haven’t played
the game very much…
I’m hoping to beat it in under 40 hours, we’ll see.
Regardless, Skye and I are off to get groceries today, I
don’t plan on being very productive… maybe tomorrow I’ll
make a video about the video game console wars, or a
knock off that new You Tube movie with the kid alien
from 3rd Rock from The Sun talking about how he has
feelings. :) That would be super.
Until then.
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[Missing entries]
New Song, New Site
April 14th, 2007
I’ve recreated http://www.onemandband.com & http://music.onision.com (quite literally the
same now) — Now you can click on any of my songs, and
download them for free.
I’m really bored of the lack in downloads since the time
I restricted none-purchaser members obtaining the songs,
in other words, I’m not popular enough, and I’m not
amazing enough to get my songs out there unless they are
free.
I know I have talent in this field, but I just don’t see
the point in charging for music, that is only heard, and
not obtained, promoted, distributed…
So… until I have made a billion more songs, you
shouldn’t see a fee next to them on those two sites
exclusively. You can still buy them at
http://www.onision.info — but honestly,
why would you do that?
And to answer some of my fans questions up front, no, I
don’t have a physical album that you can buy, I create
my music on my computer, and have no distribution
source, label, radio plays, whatever, etc.
I’m not trying to be bitter, it’s just some people
think, after hearing my music, that I am some superstar,
and the truth is, you have to be more than good to make
it big. You have to have an image, a publicity source,
funding, and a few other things I haven’t tried to
obtain…
Anyway, enjoy the downloads,
http://www.onemandband.com — thank you
for being fans, and realize I’m pretty much an average
guy who likes the sound of his own voice.
Later…
One more thing…
[Broken image]
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Another Nothing…
April 13th, 2007
Things are quite hectic trying to get out of here… Korea
is just around the corner…
I haven’t really posted much due to the massive lack in
inspiration… I know, I keep speaking of this… it is a
consistent thing that I can’t seem to get rid of.
But then again, I did make a nice song this morning, not
quite done… but maybe soon…
After we finish watching “Robin Hood: Men In Tights” -
awesome movie by the way…
If you haven’t seen it, and you have a sense of humor,
watch it.
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The Sony PlayStation Portable… 2
April 1st, 2007
I’ve designed a new PSP… actually a few months ago… that
I believe is a huge improvement on the last design.
What do you think of it?
[Broken image]
It is unofficial, and unrecognized by the Sony Corp, but
maybe one day they will see the beauty in it, and adopt
a similar design… here’s hoping that they do.
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Cave Drawing
April 1st, 2007
Now I’m watching, “Little Miss Sunshine”… and while
watching it, I drew this.
[Broken image]
What does it say… to you?
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Two Movies, One Good Day
April 1st, 2007
I recently stopped by my local Target and picked up two
movies for a Grrreeeat deal… (Tony The Tiger for
everyone who doesn’t know that because they’re god-less)
So… I purchased “The Illusionist” and “Little Miss
Sunshine” for $20.00 — I’m watching the Illusionist
right now… the guy’s about to… ok, well he just shot
himself in the head…
Which was probably the target… WHAR HAR HAR!
[Broken image]
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Neglect…
March 28th, 2007
As of late, I’ve been neglecting pretty much everything…
instead of updating my sites, I’ve been playing video
games… instead of eating, or watching tv, or emailing
others… video games.
But now, I neglect sleep…
Just to update this…
The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion… wow. It is awesome.
Never have I been more happy to waste my time… other
than Final Fantasy 7.
<— Nerd… and I love it.
[Broken image]
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I Will Be Amazing… Some Day…
March 22nd, 2007
I’m so sick right now… not on a scale of 1 to AIDS or
anything, but I sure have had this runny nose for a
while now. Anyway… I don’t have too much to say, other
than I swapped a computer I just bought out with another
lap top that had twice the memory, and an extra 60 gigs…
it’s really cool, AAFES is such a great store.
[Broken image]
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New Music from Onision
March 18th, 2007
These songs are some of my favorites… I created them
just today.
http://www.broadjam.com/transmit/transmit.asp? txygnbz=41897&chkldsxv1=324886&chkldsxv2=324877&yhgbndsq =2
You can find more at www.Onision.info
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Go… And Bring Me Back One!
March 18th, 2007
The following advertisement was so horrific, that I
decided to make a parody… http://mir.atdmt.com/b/TUTRU1234TRU/beenieboyrev enge_v2_430×600.jpg
Geeze, it’s like dangling a piece of poop in front of
someone and asking them “Aren’t you hungry right about
now?”
It’s like they took the most un-pretty guy in their
office and put a hat and lipstick on him… rrrg.
[Broken image]
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Searching For Some… Productivity.
March 17th, 2007
I don’t want to waste my time off work… I’ve been trying
to create, trying to produce… and I’m not coming up with
much…
Maybe a few project files… but really, instead of doing
anything productive, I lean toward meaningless things
that I won’t remember doing in any way within the
future…
Barg.
Some days I feel like I’m special, like I have something
to offer the world… and other days… I’m about as
valuable as the dirt you… everyone… walks on.
Or so I feel… [sighs] Please don’t try to counsel me on
this one… it’s just one of the many emotions I feel once
in a while… a simple realization that in this moment in
time, I am meant to create nothing… I am meant to do…
nothing.
Maybe… in the future, I will look back, and this will
all mean… something.
Ha ha! [sighs]
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Microsoft Is The Way of The Future?
March 17th, 2007
Follow my name is Greg Daniel. I am using Microsoft
speech recognition. Sometimes it does things that are
kind of stupid but for the most part it seems like it
knows when I’m talking about. It’s kind of cool because
now I done enough to use my fingers to post blocks
unless of course it makes a lame typo which adjusted.
Know what I said was which it just d come back Civ read
Oh my gosh… Sometimes I just wanna pick up my laptop
and their audience the wall… No I said through eighth
against a wall. No I said throat eighths I against the
wall. Knowing I said it through 08. No eight eight IT!
Speech recognition is complete wrap. Car at. C R a P!
Reject.
Lame a!
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New New New
March 16th, 2007
I just purchased a new computer… for a few reasons.
My old computer…
1. …doesn’t have a working battery.
2. …had 512 memory, and not many compatable upgrade
chips.
3. …was huge and heavy, good and bad.
4. …was not very mobile.
5. …often shut down due to overheating.
Other reasons to get a new computer…
1. Vista just came out, and costed quite a bit outside
of buying a new computer.
2. My wife could use her own lap top, now we have two,
one is now hers.
3. I often create media files that require a lot of
memory.
4. I really wanted one.
So… I thought it out, and I got one…
I say, if you don’t have at least five reasons to buy
something you really want that’s expesive… don’t.
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Best of Luck
March 15th, 2007
I went through a lot today, but I’m not going to talk
about it, because I’d like to forget it… or more so, not
make it public… bagh… gosh.
It’s nothing too big, just unhappy.
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It’s Where We Came From
March 12th, 2007
I get a lot of recognition for my music style… that
being 8-bit 1985 style quality…
I also get a lot of question as to why I make the music
like I do… why such tacky sounds?
I love them… I know there is better, but sometimes
that’s all I want. I appreciate where I came from,
simplicity is so beautiful.
My latest songs start out extremely old school, but then
transform into something beautiful…
It’s something you’ll have to check out yourself…
http://www.onision.info
Also, I’ve been selling things on
http://craigslist.org - the site is
quite effective. I’ve gotten so many offers, it’s so
crazy.
I love my music.
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Top 10 Electronic Songs
March 10th, 2007
I made quite a few top 10 lists as of late with my
music… I thank everyone who helped me get to where I am
on BroadJam.
Here’s a link, feel free to check it out.
http://www.broadjam.com/toptens/topten.asp? id=4
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[Missing entries]
Domains… Mmm… Yum.
February 8th, 2007
I’m really enjoying registering domains… I do it so
often now… all in hopes that I will find a jackpot
domain that sells for billions :) ~ Anyway, check em
out… these are some of the domains I own… for now.
BuyShirts.info Heritage.ws HowToMakeMillions.info MessageBoardCommunity.com MetalGearAcid2.com MetalGearSolid3Subsistence.com MothersAgainstLexAndTerry.com OneMandBand.com OnlineForumsCommunity.com Reveal.name RobotDucky.info Sicesca.com TheHow.info TheSourceOfAll.info TriggerFish.info
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Oh the PAIN!
February 7th, 2007
I ran a 12:57 mile and 1 half today. (horrible) Did 60
push ups (ok) and 45 sit-ups (bad) in a minute, and then
puked, and passed out in front of my car…
I didn’t feel it was safe to drive what with my state,
so for fifteen minutes I laid in the grass next to a
highway, and tried to recover. Standing up I realized I
wasn’t better, so I sat in the front of my car, then
mozied on out and laid in the back of my car for another
fifteen minutes…
I think that was the worst crash I ever had… yesterday
was harsh… but I did recover, and you can’t say I wasn’t
trying to do my best, as I did puke, and I did become
immobile for a good chunk of time afterward… am I going
to push myself so hard next time? Heck no…
I don’t like the taste of stomache acid…
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Hoo Plah Nothingness
February 1st, 2007
I really really wish I’d find some inspiration, but I’m
not in a state where I really want to do anything…
yesterday, today and tomorrow are my days off, and for
once in a long while, I’m empty…
I have things to do, I even made a new song today… but
even while I made it… I felt empty… [sighs]
But I did accomplish some things… I guess what I am
wondering is why I feel so…
Goodbye for now.
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You hate others for the love of drama.
January 27th, 2007
I was going to post something extremely long about how
upset I am with two people I know, within my personal
life - who are continuously trying to break my wife and
I apart psychically and vocally… but I’m not going to as
I believe it can only cause a greater level of drama,
which is exactly what they feed on.
In fact, they probably know I’m talking about them right
now, and are dialing my number just to tell me/others
how wrong I am for my wife, and somehow by saying I love
her every hour of the day, feeding her full of yummy
food, trying to make her happy emotionally/other ways,
putting a roof over her head, that in result of that I’m
a bad husband.
Well misery person 1 & 2, the feeling is mutual, you are
bad for her. But you don’t see that because you’re so
blind to fact due to my personality that disagrees with
your less-than-esteemed lifestyle.
I wish this wasn’t so negative, but it’s the best I can
do for now without actually saying names, or…
[sighs] But if you had seen what I originally wrote,
everyone who is within a logical mind-state would no
doubt see my point of view.
My overall point is to beg of you two to leave us alone.
I don’t want to hear from you anymore, and I really am
tired of your (both of you) problems bleeding onto our
life. I learned long ago to stop caring when I
repeatedly offered it and it was just shut down
repeatedly. I say I love, and you say I hate, I said
“can I help?”, and you said “can I hurt?”…
I’m sure you’ll continue to call, and harass us with
drama, but just know, the world as you see it is
different on the other end, we’re happy alone… so happy.
I love my wife so much, and you’re trying to cut us
apart… both of you. For that I should say more, but I
won’t.
Not now, not another moment wasted on you.
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Ko, Kor, Kore, Korea…
January 27th, 2007
According to my job… I may be heading to Korea soon…
ish…
It’s that or if fit hits the shan, somewhere else… the
only major downside is that I will be away from all of
my loved ones for a year… or six months…
I did ask to go…
Actually, when they told me I got what I asked for… I
was overwhelmed with joy… watery eyes and all…
I’m very thankful, now I get to submerge myself in
another world… a lot of people live, and die, never
leaving their state let alone their country… I’m so very
excited.
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[sighs] Oh You…
January 24th, 2007
Alright, so it has been a few days since Skye and I hung
out with another couple… judging from the fact that
these people were the only ones we knew that had a
lifestyle that wasn’t drugged out, beered out (also
known as drugged out), smoked out, ethically lacking,
rude etc. and we can’t even enjoy ourselves around them
as much as we do each other… I just really don’t see
myself and Skye spending time with anyone in the future
other than family…
It seems that everyone who isn’t blood related has
something extremely wrong with them… it may not be
apparent at first, like a used car, but when you get on
the road with them, and get to know them, the clanks and
pings begin to show, maybe not after the first few
miles, but definitely after the second or third ride.
[sighs] Of course I’m sure not everyone is like this,
just like all car’s that are used aren’t bad, I’m simply
saying that I can’t find anyone out there who brings
something new and enlightening to my life other than
those who share the same gene pool…
Arrrgh… it’s really ok though I guess… Skye and I do
have a lot of fun on our own, the only real reason we
ever went outside the box is because I thought it would
lighten their life a bit, and the guy I knew is/was
really nice in the “I care about you” sense… or maybe
that’s a mask, I don’t know…
A while ago, when an event forced me to live a little
closer to my co-workers for a bit, two different guys
began to act like and assume they were my friends…
(don’t get me wrong, the guy and his wife who spent time
with us are friends, and are different from those I
speak of now) In separate times and sections of that
trip the two brought up the question of whether or not
we were friends, each in a different way. I gave one the
answer that he wasn’t even an associate, because I
disagreed with everything he represented (rebellion,
disrespectful acts, smoking, being irresponsible,
failing to care about the wellbeing of others). He
became extremely offended, yet still went out and told
everyone he knew that I said he and I were best friends.
I cleared it up with a girl who introduced the lie to
me, and confronted him. Throughout the trip he continued
to lie about various things in different ways. The other
individual who introduced the friend concept I did not
get along with consistently. One moment we would be
friends (and I was really trying to get along with him)
and the next he would take a jab at me, and act as if I
was the scum of the earth. He later stated that I try to
correct him “all the time”, and I informed him that I
didn’t recall the moments he spoke of (he couldn’t point
out any specifics either) but if I did indeed say what
he suggested I had said, that it would of been to
improve him as a person, and that I wouldn’t “correct”
something if it wasn’t wrong. I then followed up with a
question: “Even if I am correcting you as often as you
say, is that a terrible thing considering you have
admitted what I have suggested thus far isn’t hurting
you, and may indeed be helping?”
[sighs] Other than that he had some serious issues with
jokes made in his direction (really freaked out when
people called him gay, a wuss, etc. I never called him a
wuss as I hate the word, and don’t recall a moment when
I called him gay), then had a supervisor force us to not
joke around with him, as he continued to insult each of
us in a less joking manner than we had him (because
that’s what some stable human beings do, is joke back
and fourth for fun, and even to bond). He would then
leave once and a while to yell at his wife on the phone
about how “I know what you’re ****ing doing with him,
don’t act like you’re not!” (wow…) - and various other
control-freak/paranoid-jerk statements.
With all those factors in-mind, and me getting extremely
tired of him threatening to hurt me (he was all talk of
course, but I really don’t like others forcing their
personal instabilities on my life), I told him to step
outside (calmly.) He acted as if I was going to attack
him physically, and I reassured him that we would only
be having a conversation.
Once he did step outside we had a one-way debate as to
where we would be talking. I pointed to a semi-distant
area where yelling wouldn’t be too horribly heard, and
he followed (the guy looked really scared, I don’t know
why he was).
We walked over, and began to talk. Starting with me
asking him what his issue was with me, and why he felt
the way he did. He threw a lot of my statements in the
dirt, and tried to out-talk me, but instead of lying
down (fortunately, though I did not anticipate such a
strong response, I was able to overcome) I simply barked
louder with a very impactful mention regarding to how in
his actions he had violated local work ethic and could
easily lose his job because of it by simply threatening
me. I then followed by informing him of how out-of-line
he was, and that unless he shaped up, and never uttered
a word suggesting my future physical-harm again, his
career would suffer.
After this had been said, he brought up the friendship
subject. I then reminded him that I had been trying to
get along with him, and even become his friend, (with
being to what I hope others see me as an honest person,
I said so bluntly) yet with his recent actions, and
consistent instability (semi-oxymoron), I could never be
his friend.
He had hurt feelings over it all, but never again said
anything negative toward me, which was exactly what I
had wanted.
My overall point in saying all of this is that I really
have a hard wanting friends because I so clearly see the
bold flaws in the people I see every day. Flaws are in
everyone, and entirely acceptable in the right areas,
and yet some are unbearable. I know that if I call
certain people my friends, the quality of my life, and
my future would deteriorate as those individuals are
tremendously anti-progressive, and tend to thrive in
their own drama/unnecessary stresses.
I see solutions to extreme problems standing in front of
the people who have them, with a big sign, flashing
arrows pointing to them, and it screaming to be noticed,
and those people just continue to ignore them. They’re
not actually looking for the solution that is the most
logical, they are looking to live the way they want to,
the easiest way, and by living that way their
relationships, their job, their future, suffers.
I picked the person I want to be with for the rest of my
life, I don’t see how anyone else could improve that, or
even keep it on the same level. By spending time with
others, I find that my life suffers, because I am forced
to face other’s problems, and I already spoke of the
circle that is their solution/problem mechanism.
Please don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate these people, or
really believe they are hopeless. I just like my life
the way it is, I want them to succeed, but I don’t see
any of them in my personal life with me remaining happy.
So for those people, if you ever read this, don’t think
I am saying I am better than you. I could very-well be
delusional, and the one at fault. This is merely a
life-decision I have made, to focus on my wife, and my
family.
I don’t need, want, or see myself having friends anytime
in the future. Maybe work-only friends, but that’s my
limitation.
All my time, money and love will go toward the people
who will forever deserve it, my wife, my family.
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Broad Empires
January 21st, 2007
I’ve been focused on a new music account at BroadJam for
the past two days… that, and fighting along side my wife
in Age of Empires.
Anyway, check out the link.
http://www.broadjam.com/onision
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Today, and the stresses that followed…
January 17th, 2007
Today a significant amount of stress came about me as we
spent some time with some friends of ours… who have some
very different opinions on life in comparison to us.
[sighs] Some of the issues were political, moralistic…
and others were just personal…
I don’t like playing games with people who change the
rules in their favor, I don’t like playing games with
people who will give bad advice to help them win, I
don’t like playing games with people who get upset, and
suggest they are not… [sighs] And continue to show such
behavior on and on…
They abuse their pets, and seem so cold toward the
feelings of anyone different than them (such as people
of different lifestyles, outlooks on life) - and I’m
barely including myself in this classification…
[sighs] Regardless, the snowy roads are still
treacherous, and it seems I’m not the only one finding a
major issue with the fact that Oklahoma has failed so
horribly to snow-plow the roads. It would be so easy to
get in a car accident and this state doesn’t seem to
care.
As for the future in my social life, I don’t see myself
spending time with anyone but family. Family is what is
essential to me as they seem to understand the lighter
side of life. I cherish them for their acceptance, and
kindness to all creatures, especially witnessing the
lack in those areas others express…
[sighs] Enough for tonight… I’m am growing tired.
Thank you for reading, you are appreciated.
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Ice Shards of Death
January 16th, 2007
Yesterday was pretty harsh… we drove all around town,
and then the highway where I had to honk my horn twice
due to people not knowing which lane they were in, or
where the lanes were… [sighs] A huge ice slab slid off
our roof smashing into the winshield wipers when we got
on the off-ramp… I had to pull over pretty much blindly…
Skye says we survived due to Karma… I hope that’s true…
I really do want to be a positive contribution to
society… if I could remove the parts of me that spew the
common cold, negativity, I would… well… not physically
of course.
I’ve started a new series on Newgrounds which wasn’t
voted off, so hopefully that means some people actually
liked it… the people who actually decided to review it
tore me apart… so I just reminded them of Karma… did it
work? Did they learn anything? That it doesn’t help
anyone to tear the non-hostiles down? Here’s a couple
links…
Mind Document - Episode 1 http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/359487</no wiki> Mind Document - Episode 2 <nowiki>http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/359515</no wiki> Are they amusing? I’m not certain myself… I know the goth piano one is… but the first is becoming annoying to even me. Posted in General | No Comments » ===Off to the grocery store! Hoooo!=== January 15th, 2007 We’re off to get some food this morning… last night was so fun because Skye and I went out and played a bit in the snow… I did take some pictures, I posted one last night… I’ve been working on shockwave flash a lot as of late… it seems to be turning out really well… anyway, check out the photos below… and maybe <nowiki>http://www.onision.com as it is updated
- ) Yay!
[3 images: Skye & Greg In Snow, Skye @ The Mail Box,
Skye & Greg In The Snow]
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The first - O’Lay!
January 14th, 2007
Whatever that means… this is the first of, hopefully,
many to come blog entries… like any shabby webmaster, I
don’t update my sites on quite a constant basis, so, to
make it easier, here’s a blog… mmm, yummy!
Check out the attached photo to see what I’ve been up to
today.
[Image: Me... On A Kid's toy]
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December 25, 2008
